Being in a very tough situation, everyone calls it "period of transition".
I quit my job, I'll leave the country where I just settled down, getting used and having friends. I don't know what will happen next, no security, no design for futur, I have to watch out every step then react.
This weekend I got lots of concerns from friends in Shanghai, reminding me of what Robert said by sms: "Lots of people around you are watching how high you're flying, but few of them really care how tired you're flying: they're called FRIENDS....". I got in touch with cry alone in MRT at that time. Friends tried to help me, even if hardly any they could do, their encourage is so appreciated and so helpful to me. I need and must carry on.
Conversation with parents by phone this morning, telling that they're also suffering from a transition, they have no friends in the new district where they just moved to, a road beside is so noisy even at night, my father is worrying about the loan, the old appartement is difficult to be sold....etc. I feel sad that I can do nothing to help, even I just quit the job.......but I'm sure this is just a transition to deal with, to wait, it cannot be like that all along.
It just could be as a transition.
